My life

hiz..now stayin at aunt's hse..not dat i'm complainin..but i really wish dad would put more trust in me..why cant he allow me and the stranger to live under at home..i mean its more comfy dere and convenient la..so irritated and agitated wif dad..cant he learn to come to terms to my coming of age and newly found independence..apparently not..oh well,what can i do but live in my almost completely sheltered life?sooner or later i am gonna be some sort of a tortise..hiz..i am so depressed..i should jus commit suicide..without leavin any letters..it will definitely irritate the hell outta him..haha..oh well..went ut wif hedi and cher today..was pretty fun..we went window shoppin and we caught up with one another..we have changed in little ways..i think the changes in hedi was the biggest..the day would haf been perfect if dad allowed me to stay at home and i f i didnt meet a certain 'someone'..prefer not to mention but wadeva..i hope nva to meet tat person eva..lets end this on a more pleasant note..well..i had a pretty long tok wif hedi..and i am glad that today happened despite the little unpleasant things..:)